PS I Love You

".....Thank you for the honor of being my wife. I'm a man with no regrets. How lucky am I. You made my life, Holly. But I'm just one chapter in yours. There'll be more. I promise. So here it comes, the big one. Don't be afraid to fall in love again. Watch out for that signal, when life as you know it ends. P.S. I will always love you."

You know what's so stupid? It's watching this film (PS, I love you) and wishing you were the one telling me those exact same words (look up, there you go).

Too many times in my life that I tried re-living. Back to when I could hear you. Alex, I am too scared that a day would come and not remember how your voice sounded. Oh, Alex, I can't re-hush in my mind how you sounded. Help me remember, please. I long for another day with you. A day where I could just look into your eyes and get lost in them.

I am not ready to say good bye.But do I even have a choice? I don't think so. 5 more days and it's your 3rd year up there. 

I got really nothing say. I just wish I had you to talk to right now. 

I love you always,
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