Hi Alex,

  It's been what? 2 years and almost 1 month since you left. I still think of you, still wish you were here and still hope that I could see you and talk to you. Life has never been the same, Alex. There wasn't anyone who could annoy me like you do or even piss me off as hard like when you hid my car. Who the heck could hide a pick up truck!?! Only you can pull that off, I give you that.

  It's so hard Alex. There are things I wished I told you, words I wished I whispered to you and times I wished I spent with you. Who knew life with you would be this short? You'd get mad when you hear of this, but I still shed a tear when I visit your grave. It's been toooooo long but really, I moved on.

  You know the times when I'd call you late at night just to ask if we can go to Mcdonald's and eat? :D Yeah, I miss those especially when you'd answer with, "Not in your pajamas." Haha. I do that to Paul and Regine now. I don't think they're as happy as you were when you get my calls. What about the time when I first took you to Hong Kong (That was also the first time I ever paid for someone)? Wasn't that the best time of your life? :D I could still see your reaction when I made you try the authentic Nai Cha or even that Dim sum you were dying to have a taste. It was probably one of the best days of my life. To have you there meet my old Chinese friends. They find you cute, by the way. I don't think I ever got around to telling you how they thought of you. What about that time when I called you out of class to meet me at Starbucks only to tell you that I met this guy? You weren't so happy that time. :D Haha.

  Guess what Alex! There's someone I wished you would have met. I'd also like to meet him personally too. You're so like him, a bully, a jerk (sometimes) and sweet (not all the time). But he's great. There are so many things I want to tell you, so many stuff I want to show you and so many times I want to spend with you. But life is life. We pass, we move on, we meet people.

  I'd like to think that someday I'd see you again :)

Love,
Me :))